Day 19 of Zoloft regimen. Weight: 134.2 pounds. This was my engagement ring, 4 years ago… It was a beautiful ring, but was based on lies. Unfortunately, I didn’t discover the lies until after he proposed. Fortunately, I discovered the lies before the wedding. I wrote off that relationship as a freak occurrence. It took […]
Day 14 of Zoloft. Weight: 134.4 pounds. My nausea is mostly gone, and my appetite has increased. I have felt like I have ate so much in the past few days, but was surprised (and relieved) to see that I didn’t weigh more. I have still not returned to yoga, due to the nausea and […]
Day 6 of Zoloft. Weight: 133 pounds. I have not had much of an appetite as of late, and I feel I have even less of one since I started the Zoloft. I barely touched my dinner last night. My friend begged me to eat, but I felt so full. I took the rest home, […]
Day four of Zoloft. Weight: 134 pounds. It had been a long time since I had dated anyone. I had a few brief stints since the end of my engagement four years ago, but nothing serious. I was open and ready for a new relationship. Then I met SP (not his real name or initials, […]
Day one of Zoloft regimen. Weight: 134.6 pounds (height 5’7″). Breakfast: 2/3 of a Müller corner yogurt. I really hope that I don’t gain weight on this drug. However, I am well-versed as to the side effects, and always seem to be sensitive to medication. I have been on birth control pills for a long […]
I mark down tomorrow as the first day of my regimen with Zoloft. It is a time for new beginnings, and hopefully a clearer picture of my vision of the future. I tried to avoid the medication this time, but the pain and rumination have been too much for me to shut off. I have […]
Repairing Hope 